Devil's dilemma

looking at the phone. Trying for ur number is like a compulsive and undying hunger, i have dialed it a hundred of times but it seems u never wanted to talk! just wanted to hear ur voice, is it a crime??? i know everything now is not the same, that care, that love was like 2 minutes of fame, you used to wait for hours for me to be online, you liked spending time and a simple walk with me, i could always here u saying " u r mine" i know u have moved on i m the past and u may not be alone, my allure may have died, but care for u has not, figuring out the reasons, my mind is in a turmoil, if this is true, then just tell me you love me not. last time we met was my dream come true, but it also shattered within hours so few. i have realized its not the love, but just some care; may be u r guilty of our cherished moments; but for me that was life, not just a dare :)

after months of not gifting u anything i thought about a poem on u for such a person whoz so caring and loving and makes all my dreams come true so this is how i put it:- its a lone and tiresome summer dear. all am missing is ur presence near the feeling that i get when i m wrapped in ur arms just tells that u r so strong and yet so calm when i hear ur voice its a time to rejoice a mere touch brings me a smile that is the reason why u r my choice although i know our journey is not an unending mile :) Am i being skeptical if i gave what u wanted?? did i give u joy and some peace of mind?? i just hope i complete what u need so that ur life's music can unwind

It has been a long long time still it seems to be the first time when ur eyes met mine and the silence filled the air since then nothing seems to be fine but why is it that its just the glances?? no talking , to whispering no chances... it seems that u walk away whenever i try to come near and all there is between us is blocked gateway no matter how much i try i smile, i run ...i cry the chances still seem to be nill but its hard to accept that you r jack and i m no jill