Devil's dilemma

At 30 I am Thirsty! Thirsty for all the thrill, Thirsty to pay the bills Thirsty for responsibility, Thirsty to take no pity Thirsty for the excitement, Thirsty to be careless Thirsty to strive, Thirsty to triumph Thirsty to fall in love, Thirsty to have an affair Thirsty to be caring, Thirsty to be jealous Thirsty to have 6 shots, Thirsty to have crazy tattoos Thirsty to travel the world, Thirsty to wink at strangers Thirsty to drive alone, Thirsty to have group hugs Thirsty to lead the team, thirsty to manage my own Thirsty to make mistakes, Thirsty to learn again Thirsty to dream, Thirsty to laugh, Thirsty to cry Thirsty to live my life a little bit more again! Lets kick start my thirties and live this crazy LIFE :)

I Smile, because I lost someone i Loved I Smile, because he broke my heart I Smile, because he did exactly what i told him not to I Smile, because he abandoned me when i needed him I Smile, because after all these years it was him I Smile, because he blamed everything on me I Smile, because he made me feel useless I Smile, because he stabbed my heart I laugh, as I realised all this finally I laugh, as I finally knew what i am worth of I laugh, as I made my own decisions I laugh, as I learn to heel myself I laugh, as I am not scared to go home anymore I laugh, as my parents found their long lost daughter I laugh, as I dont need anyone to make me "ME" I laugh, as I am free Go live your life sweethearts. We only get one. We dont kow how many years we have. We havent even witnessed 1% of what GOD created for us. Why waste life in doing something you never wanted to do. Realize your bigger purpose in this small planet of a massive universe :)

While growing up , i always admired the words of W. H. Davies as it was our school poem and i read it every year in our calendar: What is this life if, full of care We have no time to stand and stare. No time to stand beneath the boughs And stare as long as sheep or cows. No time to see, when woods we pass, Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass. No time to see, in broad daylight, Streams full of stars, like skies at night. No time to turn at Beauty's glance, And watch her feet, how they can dance. No time to wait till her mouth can Enrich that smile her eyes began. A poor life this if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare as a kid, i found this poem too boring, i used to make fun of it with my friends, that they published the same old poem, cant they change the poem for once! But once i started growing up, i started taking note of the poem .  I remember once i asked my sister what does this exactly mean and w...