Devil's dilemma

I asked him if he loved someone else!? He said yes! I asked him if he missed her? he said yes! I asked him if he talked to her every day? He said yes! I asked myself what was i doing? I got no answer I asked myself why i love the wrong person? I got no answer I asked myself when will i stop? I got not answer I asked him not to talk anymore, He didnt stop, I asked to stop caring for me, He didnt stop, I asked him to turn his back, He didnt oblige! How do feel when you know he is in her arms How do you feel when you know he is thinking about her How do you feel when you know he is not yours you feel your whole world fall apart, you feel the heart burning down, you feel everything was a lie, You still have the strength to ignore it and love him with all your heart. I have never had the courage to abandon a relationship when i have known its not working out anymore. I feel like i have to just keep on trying till i reach the point where i get used, abused, and thrown away...

I dont know what it was That made me love you I definitely know what it was That made me hate you! I remember all your words I remember all your actions and somehow both never matched! Sometime you were there And all of a sudden you were never there! You said it was love, so I stayed! Maybe it was too much, Or maybe it was never enough But why did this love had me in bruises? One day I was everything Other second I was just nothing One day I was in love and other second I was just left empty!