I Try to Climb!

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What a hindrance, what a pain,
To find myself in love again,
I hope its lust confused with Joy,
For I can never have this boy!

My youthful heart is too easily won,
I hate how this game is never fun,
For the outcome is always the same,
I am lost alone with my feelings with nothing to gain!

Twice it has happened and twice it has hurt,
I climbed up to heaven and landed face first in dirt,
Rejection is painful, so i dream of embrace,
My senses loose focus when i think of his face!

So i rein in my feelings, and pull back the tears,
reminding myself that i have many years,
My pride is shattered as i try to regroup,
blaming the hormones of what we call youth!

My imagination is spinning most terrible lies,
As my memory reminds me of heart aching cries,
I promise to forget you as today is new,
But i know that tonight i will be awake thinking about you!

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