Devil's dilemma

One day we were in love One day we held hands One day we were called love birds One day our hearts fluttered One day he asked me to choose One day I let him go One day i said good bye One day i didn't turn back! Days came, days went by People came, people taught me lessons He still tried to make his presence be felt My heart always thought of him My heart always wanted to read his messages Birthdays came, years passed by I had moved on, He had to move ahead One day i dreamt of him One day i wanted to hear his voice One day i needed to know if he is really fine One day he insisted me to talk One day i forgot i was all alone One day i asked him to close his eyes and look at me for a while This day we both are equally scared With empty hearts we move ahead With no hopes we look at each other Reliving the old memories is all we can do We try our best not to be hurt again The biggest question still remains: Could we stitch each other's souls again? ...

At 30 I am Thirsty! Thirsty for all the thrill, Thirsty to pay the bills Thirsty for responsibility, Thirsty to take no pity Thirsty for the excitement, Thirsty to be careless Thirsty to strive, Thirsty to triumph Thirsty to fall in love, Thirsty to have an affair Thirsty to be caring, Thirsty to be jealous Thirsty to have 6 shots, Thirsty to have crazy tattoos Thirsty to travel the world, Thirsty to wink at strangers Thirsty to drive alone, Thirsty to have group hugs Thirsty to lead the team, thirsty to manage my own Thirsty to make mistakes, Thirsty to learn again Thirsty to dream, Thirsty to laugh, Thirsty to cry Thirsty to live my life a little bit more again! Lets kick start my thirties and live this crazy LIFE :)

I Smile, because I lost someone i Loved I Smile, because he broke my heart I Smile, because he did exactly what i told him not to I Smile, because he abandoned me when i needed him I Smile, because after all these years it was him I Smile, because he blamed everything on me I Smile, because he made me feel useless I Smile, because he stabbed my heart I laugh, as I realised all this finally I laugh, as I finally knew what i am worth of I laugh, as I made my own decisions I laugh, as I learn to heel myself I laugh, as I am not scared to go home anymore I laugh, as my parents found their long lost daughter I laugh, as I dont need anyone to make me "ME" I laugh, as I am free Go live your life sweethearts. We only get one. We dont kow how many years we have. We havent even witnessed 1% of what GOD created for us. Why waste life in doing something you never wanted to do. Realize your bigger purpose in this small planet of a massive universe :)

While growing up , i always admired the words of W. H. Davies as it was our school poem and i read it every year in our calendar: What is this life if, full of care We have no time to stand and stare. No time to stand beneath the boughs And stare as long as sheep or cows. No time to see, when woods we pass, Where squirrels hide their nuts in grass. No time to see, in broad daylight, Streams full of stars, like skies at night. No time to turn at Beauty's glance, And watch her feet, how they can dance. No time to wait till her mouth can Enrich that smile her eyes began. A poor life this if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare as a kid, i found this poem too boring, i used to make fun of it with my friends, that they published the same old poem, cant they change the poem for once! But once i started growing up, i started taking note of the poem .  I remember once i asked my sister what does this exactly mean and w...

I got a call from one of my contacts in Dubai and the job was confirmed. In all excitement, I did not ask the salary and secretly got very nervous about how much will I actually end up earning. So after asking few friends I made a list of basic expense to stay as a bachelor in Dubai and that is as below: Fixed Expense (One time cost) Brokerage / Commission 5000 Deposit & Other expense 5000 Electronics Fridge(Nikai) – 900 Microwave (B&D) – 200 Washing Machine (Panasonic) – 1000 TV (Samsung) -1500 Mixer Grinder (Nikai)-150 Total: 3750 Furniture Sofa (3 seater) Bed + side table + dressing unit TV Unit Centre Table Shoe Cabinet Total : 3500 DEWA & WIFI deposit 2500 3 months advance rent 15000 Parking Deposit 250 Total fixed Cost AED 35000 ...

Indian Moms and their Beloved Sons! Disclaimer: Dear Men if you can cook and are self-sufficient in every possible way, this post is definitely not for you! Congratulations on being well raised. This post is for the men who are quite dependent on their mothers or wives (who sadly form the majority are). So, before taking offence or starting a comment-war, read along keeping your male ego aside… Bed and Breakfast is a concept invented by Indian Mothers to serve all amenities to her grown up son in bed There is an entire generation of Indian men who would starve to death if left them on their own as they are raised to be helpless and without any life skills “You are not my daughter in law, you are my daughter” is the most fake bait to trap a girl in a life full of mockery Indian men forget to treat their wives as their partner and start looking for a reflection of their mom in them Indian moms are obsessed with their sons as they treat them like they are manife...

Take Chances! Tell the Truth! Say no when you have to! Spend all your money! Fall in love! Feel a first kiss! Get to know someone random! Say i love you ! Be mean! Make fun of people! Get mocked by people! Sing out Loud! Laugh at a stupid joke! Cry! Take Revenge! Apologize! Let go! Laugh when you fall! Tell someone how much they mean to you! Tell the idiot how he/she hurt you! Let someone know what they are missing! Abuse someone who deserves it! Sit Alone! Laugh till your stomach hurts! Dance! Pose stupidly for pictures! Give someone a hug! Make sure you get a hug when you want it! Act like a kid! Jump up and down! Live it Love it! We have one LIFE, make the most out of it!

August 2007 we entered our college, Stuffed in a room like sheep and horses, Banned to talk to boys and wear short dresses, With makeshift washrooms and takeaway food plates, Professors ready to use us as bait, With F.R.I.E.N.D.S we cried on our first day in college! Slowly and steadily we moved to a bigger room, A/Cs were working in winters and some wooden chairs, More space to walk and climb the stairs, With labs and library of no use, C++ was enough to blow our fuse, Those were the F.R.I.E.N.D.S who kept down the fumes, Credits and pointers as sharp as knife, Monday weekly tests taught us to cheat, semester exams made us skip a beat, We called our college a shortcut to hell, To be an engineer wasn't a coin dropped in a wishing well, It was the F.R.I.E.N.D.S who made it look like LIFE! With this we land in our last month of college, We wouldn't have united if life was perfect, We wouldn't have gossiped if it was all correct, No Dabloo, no Daddu, n...

What a hindrance, what a pain, To find myself in love again, I hope its lust confused with Joy, For I can never have this boy! My youthful heart is too easily won, I hate how this game is never fun, For the outcome is always the same, I am lost alone with my feelings with nothing to gain! Twice it has happened and twice it has hurt, I climbed up to heaven and landed face first in dirt, Rejection is painful, so i dream of embrace, My senses loose focus when i think of his face! So i rein in my feelings, and pull back the tears, reminding myself that i have many years, My pride is shattered as i try to regroup, blaming the hormones of what we call youth! My imagination is spinning most terrible lies, As my memory reminds me of heart aching cries, I promise to forget you as today is new, But i know that tonight i will be awake thinking about you!

Yesterday I had Sunday BLUE Today there's Monday with a VIEW Cows do MOO Birds just FLEW Come join my CREW We will get a TATTOO Oops that's a TABOO Uff i lost my HUE Now i need to SHAMPOO To get over this VOODOO Lets make a QUEUE Start something BRAND NEW Drink some STEW Dip into FONDUE Wear your new SHOE Sport a HAIRDO Go visit HONOLULU I will now bid ADIEU

There was a storm in my head I had forgotten the difference between right and wrong Everyone forced their perception on me But what had I done, what did I want Why had I taken certain decisions? I was tired of being sad Each second over there was too long Everyone forced their taboo with me But what had I done, What did I want Why had I taken certain decisions? Every day I was hanging by a thread I was trying my best to be Strong This is what life is , Everyone told me But what had I done, What did I want Why had I taken certain decisions? How could I not see what laid ahead How could he be so wrong How could everyone still blame me But what had I done, What did I want Why had I taken certain decisions? Phoneix was waiting to raise me from dead To take me from a place where I did not belong Everyone wanted to gossip about me But what had I done, What did I want Why had I taken certain decisions? Finally I let my Wings spre...